let me go ahead.

Well, this is a new star,because i intend to do another major,or double major.but....it is sad.when i was so exciting to tell mummy my decision.She replied me that dum waste the time.I felt deeply being hitted.I know i m not young ,i m 25 in this year.it does not equate that i can not keep studying.she is so short sight.Althought she is my beloved mummy.i have to say impolitely u r short sight(ectually ,she is shortsight).Mummy i want u can be proud of me. that is why i wanna challenge myself.it is evident that i can direct to study postgraduate,but i won't .actully, I really feel sick for my foremajor.psychology --As a psychologist ,i must be face to the patients whom wanna confide secrets to me.then there r huge negitive energy come to assault me that will make me be dizzy. i can not image one day,i work round this sort of circumstance.so swapping the major is better chose.

Recently,i found that creative movie is so cool.i watched the flash that is made by friend of mine.then i feel i like to creat the some thing ,maybe produce movie that can fit on me.ok,let me go ahead--media study .

can i walk away

I m super stress,because of the relationship.my god,why u afflict me.Let me be suffering.Did i make mistake ?Why i have to accept all of pains?Can u please answer me?I try to be nice and kind.I persuade myself to bear as soon as my possible.Finally,i can't .It is attemped to challenge my deadling.I wanna escape from this man.

Boris ,i know ur situation.I never want to blame to u, because the way that i pick it up by myself.I never consider the relationship can bring huge suffering as now. At moment it is real hard to make any decision from u.Dear,do u know what i wanna ?I do't care the wealth ,I do't care the title,i just wanna share more time with u, only.but it is still hard.i think i almost collapse,how long can i keep suffer from u ? I do not know!Can i chose to walk away ?please ,let me go ...................

塞翁失马，焉知祸福

感人话语要我怎么说，我怕把自己都被感动了。

人生角色要我怎么演，我怕入戏太深不能自拔。

兜兜转转那么多年，人生的故事还是在写，人生的戏还是在演，时光还是在流失。

失去的就让它失去吧，我从不怜惜。我不是我没有付出，只是，对方不知道珍惜。

既然，我对你一文不值，我又何必苦苦哀求。命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求。

强求的事我不爱做，强扭的瓜也不会甜。小女子我无德无能，就是有那么点傲气。

塞翁失马，焉知祸福！

do't wanna argue with boris again

This is the "n“times we have argued.I really wanna give up this relationship between boris and me."what do u want me to do " i have asked him thousands of times.everytime ,he just answer me like that 'do't be that la ",shit ,(excouse me ) what does he think who he is ?I really do't care what kind of career which he is doing now.Yep, He has very grace job,so what ,that does't equiate he has nice heart.He afflict me . why ,why,why , I do't want to blame him ,but i m really suffering now. Let me go ,please.or u do the decision.The drag is not good on everybody.

管道的故事之启发

《管道的故事》是我一直想介绍给大家的好书，（至少我个人是这么认为的）此书的可读性很强，页数不多，100多页吧。但是，给我的启示不小，在这里大概介绍一下此书，有兴趣的可以看看。
书中说到,无论你是年收入不到一万元的洗碗工，还是年收入过十万元的高薪者，你仍然是用一份的时间去交易一份的金钱。说到“工作保障”，如果你因为被解雇，或有了疾病，或受伤等原因而不能工作了，那么你的工资收入也就停止了，哪里还会有什么保障呢？ 你怎样才能摆脱用时间换钱的陷阱呢？通过建造能带来持续收入的管道，你只需要一次性的工作，就可以不断的得到报酬。所以一条管道胜过一千张工资单。管道日复一日，年复一年地在为你产生收益，无论你是否仍在工作。这才是保障——真起码的财务保障。 《管道的故事》会告诉你为什么要建造管道和如何去建造管道，以便你可以跳出这种为了生计而每天必须工作赚钱的生活方式。


此书的节选：


你是谁？——提桶者还是管道建造者？　　你是否只能去公司上班，并把工作干完了才有收入？就好像提桶人布鲁诺？　　或者你彻底地做一次工作，然后一次又一次地得到回报，就像管道建造者柏波罗一样？　　如果你像大部分人一样，正在使用提桶计划。我称它为“时间换金钱的陷阱”。我想让你念念下面的绕口令：　　一个小时的工作换一个小时的报酬　　一个月的工作换一个月的报酬　　一年的工作换一年的报酬　　这听起来熟悉吗？　　提桶的问题是一旦你停止提桶时，收入也就停止了。这意味着“有保障的工作”或“梦想中的工作”的概念只是一个幻觉。提桶的潜在危险在于收入是暂时的，而不是持续的。　　如果布鲁诺某天早上醒来时发现自己背部扭伤，起不了床，那一天他可以掐到多少钱？零！　　没有工作，就没有收入！　　任何提桶的工作都是一样的。只要提桶者用完了病假日或休假日，如果他们不继续提桶，他们就不会得到薪水。　　……

不吵架啦

我的心好开心，因为又回到了佛的身边，好好啊！前排和佛吵架，说要离开这个店，佛不肯，因为庙还没帮师傅起好。我想我现在是凡人啊，我读那么多书，还有其他的用啊，你怎么忍心把我困在那个店里:(。原来是佛用心良苦啊，不让我出去受世俗的苦难。在店里天天给那些受苦受难的人开解。也好，反正学的是心理学，正好能用上:) 。没事批个八字，算个命的。人生就是那么的无常。同年同月同日生的还有截然不同的命格。看多了也就没什么了。只能帮那些人大事化小，小事再化小。（化了应该没可能的了）命中注定的，要改就要花大功夫了。也是要受很多痛苦的。。。。。。。

还是佛好，让我受点小苦，小难的，也挨到了今天。天降大任于斯人，必先老其筋骨，饿其体肤啊。。。。哈哈哈

life is that never give up

I told my mummy dum worry abt my marriage.i always trust i will find my true man.acturally ,i dum believe alleged"love"I believed love before 22 years old , i trust fate after 22years old. The god has arranged all of the fates since ppl was born . That is absolute hard to change,even if the couples love each other so much.so what ?the end is end.the end never be like "bigen".that is bull shit (excourse me).
i m like vargancy.where is my home ?where is my love? i have already looked for 7 years, i still remember the scene which the girl carried her 70 kg luggages when she was teenage to arrive this strange courntry.but i m lucky ,unless i still live ,that is great .thanks my buddha
Go ahead ,dum worry. There r a lots hope in my life.